29 May 2012

The Fields Are Ripe With Grain

As a testament to my distraction, I finally noticed today that, in the month of May, I had only posted twice to this here soapbox I call Irish Gumbo. A pity, really. Judging by the torrent of thoughts and ideas rushing through my noggin these past twenty-nine days I would have guessed my real output to have been much higher. Alas, that is not the case.

I haven't met my usual standard, methinks. Much of my writing occurs in my head, long before it hits the page, digital or otherwise, but it still makes it to some form of reality. The month of May has been for my writing self a mirage. A phantom. A figment. There has been much to say. I have created fiction, non-fiction and that intersection of the two called real life. Short stories, novellas, novels, anthologies, all have been cranked out in my Gutenberg mind.

Sadly, dear readers, as you can tell this fecundity has not made it to the page. The noise and clatter of the world has pulled me away from my explorations, and I regret that I have not set aside more time to the transcription of the stories in my overheated mind.

There has been intense and prolonged change in my world, stretched out over months. I have moved long distances physically, emotionally and spiritually. I have questioned many things in my life, seeking right answers to very hard questions. I have sought to overcome a stretch of unemployment that has now run close to eight months. Mentally, I am in a high state of attenuation, my mind and heart strings over the fretboard.

A chance encounter with a local bookstore/small printing house owner delivered unto me the opportunity to perhaps have some of my work professionally edited and printed, ideally in a small run. The past two days, I have had the good fortune to devote long stretches to editing my own writing.The effort I have been blessed to expend has left me with a sense of nervous excitement at the possibilities that may open up before me. This is a good thing, and perhaps the closest I have come yet to really being published. 


What I need is time. I need more time. I haven't thought this big in a long time, and I don't want to stop. But time is crucial. It is not an infinite resource for those of us fated to walk this mortal coil; the imperative is to make the most of the moment before us. This I want to do, dear ones. I have to make the most of this moment of 'compilation' even if it means 'creation' must temporarily rest.


I want to make beautiful things, my lovelies. Creation is sustenance. Never in my life has it come so clear to me that now is the time to make what I want to do and what I need to do coincide. Wish me luck.

10 comments:

  1. Good Luck IG....
    and whoah! Steve Gutenberg lives in your mind? :)

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  2. Make beauty...sing loud. xox

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  3. I whisper good wishes into my palm, open the window and blow them gently along the evening breezes... follow your heart.

    And we will NEVER win unless we play the game.

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  4. Always luck, Mr. Gumbo, always luck.
    Extra luck with this new opportunity in front of you.

    You will make beautiful things x

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  5. A printing press clacking away in your head explains so much... :)

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  6. There's no such thing as a "chance encounter."

    The hard part is recognizing the moment, and it seems you have. Best of luck, Irish...

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  7. Good wish coming your way. And a pot of gumbo at the end of your rainbow.

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  8. I like what Vodka Mom said. I whisper her wishes to you as well. As for luck...if you're Irish...you don't need it.

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  9. you've said "yes" to it all and that's a very good thing, sugar! how exciting! xoxoxo

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