I read somewhere, don't remember where, it was a long time ago, but what I read was that two things that separate us humans from them animals are 1) the ability to curse and B) the ability to write poetry, well, shee-it, brothers and sisters, how about that? Guess that makes me one of the most human-like human beings I know...at least if more weight is given to the cursing rather than the poetry Yeah, yeah, I know, I write stuff that at least resembles poetry, at least in the same sense that a house cat resembles a jaguar, but to my shame I seem to be better at cursing and really, cursing gets so boring after a while its too repetitive Too narrow-minded...although i do allow that sometimes? In the right circumstances? A well-placed curse is the only thing that will serve to make ones true thoughts and feelings known. Hmm. Trick, the trick is to know the Right Time and the Right Place, you know? No sense in dropping an F-bomb in church, you get my drift. Dig it? I knew that you could. But hold on, back to that idea of poetry, really, I try and I scrape and I bow before the words and it seems like I never quite get them to say what I really meant, the idea in my Gray Matter seems so grand and powerful, like the sun, but the words hit the page or the screen and its only shadows. You might ask me "Why do you care so much? What does it really matter? Its word, only words, and you know a lot of them so if it isn't right one time, you can always write more, try try again, yes?" Right, yeah, I know I hear what you are saying (at least, I hear what the voice in my mind that I imagine to be you, is saying) and I console myself with the notion of writing something again and again, always trying to find the right way to describe the sun or love or heart or whatever is on the tip of my (mind)tongue...but I confess, my lovelies, I do, even though I am far from a religious creature, I confess to you...
...that if I don't ever get the words right, if I don't ever really write that thing called a Poem...
...I fear I'll not be able to convince myself...
...that I am more than just an animal, who knows how to curse.
Oh psshaw. Hush. And schuss too. You can and do write poetry. Beautiful things. But I understand not being pleased with exactly the way it comes out.
ReplyDeleteBut aside from that....the perfect curse, is a poem in an of itself. Just as long as it isn't an f-bomb in church.
I think you're a beautiful writer. You animal, you.
ReplyDeleteShee-it, Oncaboy, you're a poet, you just don't knowet.
ReplyDeleteSorry, someone lied to you .. Pup cursed when they pulled the stitches out of his belly. He did ! really !
ReplyDeleteHmmm, a Poetic Cursing Animal .. getting more interesting by the minute, honey ..